5 months postpartum: FORGET diets

5 months postpartum: FORGET diets

If I could tell you about the GAP between these moments - the tears, frustration, sleep deprivation, teething... oh the teething - then it would make a little more sense when I share this: F*ck diets, hot trends, and OTHER PEOPLE's side-by-sides (including mine). YOU need to find what works for YOU. And (WARNING: tough love comin' at ya) you need to STICK•to•that•plan. I struggled for the first 5 months of my little man's life because I KNEW what worked well for MY body. I knew what I needed, but I told myself that I didn't have the energy, time, motivation, etc to IMPLEMENT. Maybe that was true. It sure FELT true. But the MOMENT I started OWNING my excuses + GIVING a little more to ME, my body AND MY MIND started to shift. I felt a little less anxious. I felt energy slowly return. I felt my moods even out. I felt stronger. I felt capable. Finally. I felt content in my skin. Confident even. I felt like I get beyond...
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2-months postpartum: honor the journey

2-months postpartum: honor the journey

My sister and I were talking about how frustrating it can be to only see "the end," particularly "the end" of the postpartum journey. It's definitely easier to share the "I MADE IT" moments. While that can bring others, who are in the thick of the journey, hope, ONLY sharing the finish line can also leave the rest of us feeling alone.... like we're moving forward at a snails pace... questioning if we're even moving forward.... Some days I barely know the day of the week, I HOPE I'll get through my embarrassingly small checklist, and I feel blessed beyond measure to get 30 minutes to myself to MOVE. Other days are better, BRIGHTER, easier... *and I have to be careful that I don't ONLY share the light. So, this is me today. Still ON the journey. Often feeling like I've barely begun. Working my HARDEST to let go of that "not good enough" feeling. Doing my best to become STRONG over thin, HONEST over surface-y, and KIND with my inner...
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